A story of……….

Saurav Kumar
3 min readApr 2, 2021

Every day passes I always wait to get a glimpse of you, always try to talk to you too but never got that courage. Do not know why it happens with me, I am a good public speaker and I have confidence too, I am an extrovert, I make friends easily but when I see you I get scared my brain stops functioning I become panic, I could not figure out what should I do.

I can never forget the way I met you, hope you will not too. The way we talked and the way I researched about you, gave surprise every day to you by knowing every single detail about you and telling that to you in that chat. I could never forget that you rejected every offer to meet me. It has been more than a year we haven't talked once face to face yet.

I can never forget the way you talked to me. You became the only person in my 20 years of life to whom I forgive for all misbehave. I can remember the day when you told: “ tum ache ho”, in that chat.

I can remember the day, When you come and sat beside me, I got too nervous and scared, I do not know why. that day I was in a program as a host and you were as an organizer. I became a host all of a sudden and you saw me ignored me but finally, you come to me, talk for few seconds. I got scared, I think you realised this and then you went.

I missed you every day in the 10 months of lockdown, I do not know why, you are not even that special for me. I tried to contact you but I feared. I stalked you every moment I miss you, Ask God why you are trying to stop me, why you are not giving me the courage to talk to you at least once.

I was with someone that day, you were with someone that day, we saw each other. I was so happy but you were not. I saw you after a year almost and this was one of my happiest memory, but I think not for you. I stayed there just to look toward you and to see you until my eyes start running on that shining sun. You did not even smile at me, not even eye contact. A few minutes later you left that place and I too.

Today also I was there just to talk to you, I waited for hours just to talk to you. I was talking over the phone, was looking towards you. You came from that room, took your vehicle and went. But the good thing is that you gave a smile looking towards the ground.

Every day Whenever I go out, I wish to see you at least once, even I search you near that tea shop and near that room.

I hope we will definitely meet once.

Life is always uncertain, I do not know what will happen next but I will wait for you up to my last breathe. I do not know is it love or just an attraction, but If it is love it is pure.

Thanks:)

Dear readers, now you can complete the title A STORY OF……………

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Saurav Kumar

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